2013 (3) January (3) As I walk discouraged by a store. Looking ... Here

So I walk discouraged by a store. Looking espring for something I did not need. But my big goal for the day is to implement the theory of observing. So, so my ears on the ground. It almost feels like I re-activate my senses so that it knows in advance what their goal is. I feel like Sherlock Holmes. Either case as I walk. Everywhere there are people and everyone writes their own story.
I'm in a clothing store when my attention on a woman and two children are settled. One is a boy and a girl, abei still smallish. espring They are too far for me to hear what they say. The woman drinks, short of her water bottle as if it strength or courage or merely just lafernis. I realized I was drinking too little water. I decided to buy water. Opad of course I passed the eintse woman and her two children and I hear her for her son's: "You do not tell an older person you or your not, you do not just." And somewhere in the pass and hearing that sense, I realize, for mother to be difficult, because what I remembered was the boy's face. He did not understand, because most likely it is the talk of his peers at school. Just when I nearly far enough to not hear what she said to her son, I heard the boy, sorry Mom. And the delicate moment my heart also stand still, I glanced quickly over my shoulder. I watched Mom a big drink of water certainly for the lump in her throat vessel.
I'm busy making a difference espring to the Pick and Pay when, for the water. I'm surrounded by people. And all bubble again, but I spoil fast, trying not to think of how I feel now, I hear women talking behind me and I turned my head slightly. She holds a "Walky Talky" fast. I think it's a nice way to get together cheaply and quickly in the hands. So I listened on. The woman probably her parents (probably in late 70 or 80) of the farm brought to the big mall.
After my degree useless walk an end when I realize something that overwhelmed me. And it is that I do them more people looked sad and late as people with a smile or a song went about in the heart. Three or four grandmothers and grandfathers with their grandchildren got almost pre life. They saw suddenly a chance for many. I saw a pregnant woman and her all except ontevrenheid beaming. But I was very sad and hopeless, tired people saw. And then I realized that I was one of them. I walked with as big frown on my face. As if I would not be there. As if I did not feel up to anything.
Lessons learned: Drink more water, remember the beautiful and hard work of a mother (to think again about your Mom) Do old people try to change, they know what they know. Their grandchildren will manage it.
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